I just want to be alright

曾几何时 我理性得 不可理喻

独来独往的 随心所欲

曾几何时 一个小离别 我会在班上哭红了鼻子

泪点超低的 我就学不会 不让泪水往地心滑去

搭得上的 我们可以天马行空 半夜爬起来偷聊

搭不上的 要迁就要捉摸 会是很漫长的夜

五汁饮 净血蔬果汁 强心补脑的 

基本的维他命 这学期 我全忘了

好一阵子 没善待自己了

别人会看着你扬起的嘴角

然后呢 觉得你应该过得很好

我想 有跟踪我面子书的家人 一样这样想吧

基本上 家人不是我谈心的对象

有时候 姐姐会跟我分享很多秘密

我会倾听 但 我不会敞开心 也和他们分享

可以坦然启齿地 那不会是秘密

我恋上了 分开了 好友才知道 有这么一回事

谈心嘛 也要看看时机

也不是一开口 就可以说好的

 年秒了 沉淀了

第一次 那么乖 一连几天了 都没往外跑
静静地 呆在小小的房里 室友见状 应该有觉得小不妥
不多问 闷了我们就聊 煮了就一起吃
昨晚 预料中 烧了病了 经事又在身
突然 好想 好好爱自己 疼惜自己
面子书一堆堆聊天内容 没办法去看看
这一次 我只想 躲在书堆中 做一次书虫

努力中
努力了 就无悔了 什么事都一样

突然觉得自己很男子气概 哈哈

PS : Anyway I just want to be alright

4th sis wedding actual day

Date 5. 11. 2011

My 4th sis met her Mr Right at last. We are closer as our age is nearer. She tends to share her problems and secrets with me though we are far away. And, I am da only sis who can read her mind well. Sometimes people just thought that we are twins. :) 

Still remember how she shared her love problems by crying over da phone. At first, she don't like this guy. But, wat if you know that he is da one who really treat her well though he might not da perfect one. I was persuading her to accept him as I can really feel how good he is. I am really happy that my 4th sis is having a good job and a whole new family at Klang currently. I was kidding with her that I was there to accompany her before she married as I was working at Tshing Nian Primary School for da past few months.

Well. I love every family gathering of mine. And this is one of da special one. I would like to share my joy here that's why I am writing da post n uploading da photos now. :)

我们是 一家人

何止想

不喜欢复杂的事物

简单化不就好吗

少了份执意 脑筋可没少灵活

脑子动着 时间过了

手头上的事 还是那么多

认真的男孩 理性得让人着迷

没有那么多理性 毕竟我不是个男的

只想为自己努力一次

做个会逐梦的女孩



好多话想说 最后 自己跟自己说
好想找danbo 天马行空地 我们说说梦 何止想






A day with U+P(UM) friends

Date : 26th Oct 2011
Venue : Khoo Kong Si, Amelia Cafe, Chew Jetty & Kek Lok Si.

When I see all these photos, I forget about wat had actually happened that day as I was suffering from menstrual pain. We were taking public transport n walking from one destination to another. It is not easy for me as I'm used to sleep like a ashrimp on bed during da suffering period. I'm forced to swallow da pink pill for my second time in life with a bar of chocolate at last. But when da time I viewed these photos, wat I see is only da smile n joy we have. Might be da magic of photos. :)

PS : Yap, I think you are da guy who owns my photos da most for now. You have uploaded lots on FB but as I know you got much more in fact. Anyway thanks for capturing all da nice photos. 不懂为什么 好喜欢这系列自己的照片



蓝裙刘海

理一头短发 记载一段心路历程

不削地 曾经剃了个光头 背后有则小故事

洒脱地 剪了蓄留近肩的头发

然 好一阵子 让凌散的发尾飘逸 不理了

第一次 头发长到背了 然 还是剪了

不说为什么 我就说 换个心境

Something to be remembered

12.11.2011

Back to my room with new key.

17 - 20.11.2011

After being alone in our room for 4 days, she came back with these.

Steamboat time as we promised but I forgot about this until she called up n reminded me.

I'm so lucky to have such a great roomie who always there for me whenever I lost myself.

I love spicy food but resist of having much this sem.

Do not really like fish ball but I like steamboat. hahah

22.11.2011

2 rainbows : Da front one is da primary one n da behind one is da secondary one.

There is obstacle but there is also miracle in life. : )

23. 11.2011

Hate myself for being so so so forgetful.

Have to walk to da end part of DKG6 alone in da rainy day due to my CARELESSNESS.

No next time, please.

( Mickeys are welcoming you, smile k :)

23.11.2011

Thanks for da words.

Sometimes, it might be nothing for you but it means a lot to me.

I'll be okies, I guess. Sort of miss. >.<

掩饰

简介自己 我会说

会哭 会笑 会生活

I would say love arts love travelling love life

那些年 我们一起追的女孩

You Are the Apple of My Eye

语言不通的 以为这是翻译

明了的 就看懂其中的奥妙

双眼看得到 所有美好不美好

却只有镜子相机 会告诉我自己的样子

这么近 那么远 有的是有完没完的谜

世界才会那么迷人 那么动人嘛

不少的劲儿 多的是傻劲

上针下针 重复又重复

小动作不难 要持续不易

荧幕前一首歌 重复又重复

你独占眼球深层表面

没有退路 不用自拔

就怪罪于自己的掩饰

我很好 不是吗

说轻易放弃 那不如洒脱述说 

我爱做梦 我爱猜疑

无疑地

我也要勇气 更要天使的力量

期待美好的 却怯步 不敢奢望

没有理所当然

一个根一个源

换来一个结一个果

哪来什么理所当然

有义务 可没有义务对你好

有责任 可没有责任照顾你

有能力 可没有能力只为你

有勇气 可没有勇气采取每次主动

小箭头总是指着我

下次游戏时间 换我来转

对调一下角色扮演 可以吗

角色对换游戏 这次 换你 站进去半透明的器皿里



我会想起

写下这四个字时

真的奢望 开怀地 笑着醒来 笑着睡去

释怀后 真的笑了 持续过

那 又持续多久了

循环似的 就摆脱不了

回到同个原点 一个可以刺痛自己的点

有梦吗 我有 有大志吗 我没有

太了解自己 想的 要的 肯做的

有点天真 有点纯粹

十月二十四日 明媚的阳光 细细的小雨

那个地方 轻轻柔柔细说着

PS : 不要对我好 不要献殷勤 我一碰就会碎的

Oooooooct

Da only & 1st convo I attended in UUM. = )

Da only & 1st time I went Thai in my 5th sem. = )

九月 那小事

Date : 6th Sept 2011

Venue : Over Time, Auto City.

Date : 8th Sept 2011

Venue : UUM

Event : Drumming Workshop I

Date : 18th Sept 2011

Event : Bei Dian Orientation

Date : 23rd Oct 2011

Venue : Changlun Primary School

Event : 7.9 音乐发表会

Date : 30th Sept 2011
Venue : Changlun Primary School / TNB Open Hall
Event : Bei Hua Orientation / TNB Mid-Autumn