Just came back to UUM.. To be prepared for 4th sem final exams. I did my public speaking paper before study week. Got 6 more papers to go. 7th, 8th, 14th, 16th, 20th and 24th. Doesn't matter how is my preparation, but this is da 1st time I'm afraid of facing exams. I started my revision at home few days ago. As wat I expected, I fail to focus once I come back to campus. Exactly right now. About 3 hours nap just now. Da situation become worse now. Soulless. Feel like need someone to talk to. Helpless. Feel like need someone to accompany for my revision or even teach me in some certain subjects which I'm poor in. My life was filling in various of colours by viewing those photos tagged or uploaded by my friends in this semester. But, I know I'm not filling much enough for my soul. I could feel da emptiness. Yea.. as wat you all can see by eyes, I look tough. It seems like I could overcome everything I face. Undergo everything by my own is a must for me. But ... not everything we can see by eyes isn't it? Sometimes it is how important to feel by yr heart... Just like a blind one.
ps : Please enjoy da pain which is unable to avoid.
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